A Dairy From A Guy

*January 2*
Do you still remember the first time we met? It was the first day in school. I was hurriedly entering the school gate when I bumped into you as you stepped out of a luxurious Volvo. The books you were holding fell all over the ground. I quickly picked up the books and returned them to you along with words of apology, but all you showed me was your intimidating look. My first impression of you was thatyou were a wilful girl born with a golden sthingy in the mouth. I had rejected you completely and had hoped not to meet you again, but surprisingly you turned out to be my classmate.
*March 22*
I started to know more about you as days passed and my opinion of you changed for the better on each passing day. I realised that you were from a wealthy family but definitely not a wilful girl. You were nice and friendly. You got angry that day we first met because I had left a footprint marking on the poetry collection you loved dearly. We met often during lunch break and I found something in you that was different from the rest of the girls - your passion for Chinese poetry. Often you would mumble something to yourself. Initially, I thought that you were humming a pop song butlater I realised that you had been reciting Chinese poems from great poets. You were so knowledgeable that you knew every poet and which poems they composed. I was very impressed indeed.
*April 5*
I met you again in the study area. That day you were reading the Chinese classics "Romance of the 3 kingdom". Your ability to appreciate Chinese classics left me with admiration. You were indeed unique in many ways.
*May 5*
From then on, we would often meet in the study area to discuss about the good and bad things of the character in these Chinese classics. Do you still remember the time when we a! lmost br oke off because we could not agree on whether Jia BaoYu hurt Lin Dai Yu? Our argument was so fierce that we never talked for that week. But when Friday came, we still met in the study area and laughed over the incident. After which, another argument started.
*Aug 7*
I could not deny it. It was a feeling I could not identify accurately. Wenever you laughed over a joke with other guys, that emotion filled my senses. It took me a while before identified it. I was in love; the feeling was jealousy. I felt the need to express it. But, I was afraid...that you would dismiss my feeling, that you and I would be stuck in an embarrassing situation, that our long nurtured friendship would crumble...therefore, I kept quiet.
*Oct 1*
The news came as a shock to me. I was so worried when I learnt that you had fainted in the canteen. I was struggling to keep my worried face in control as I looked at the ambulance that carried you away.
*Oct 2*
It was drizzling that day. Our form teacher sadly announced that you had got cancer. As she finished her last sentence, outside the classroom, it seemed to me that the drizzle had turned into a downpour. I could only hear the sound of the rain, nothing more. I rushed to NUH ICU to see you immediately after lesson. Your face was whitish in colour, showing no trace of red. I learnt that you had just undergone an operation. The life-support system was just beside you with tubes piercing mercilessly into your left wrist. "I am all right, it is just a serious case of anemia. Believe me, my parents told me that". you said convincingly. I knew fully well what you were thinking, you did not want me to be worried. "Are you comforting yourself or comforting the fears and hopelessness that was written all over my face?", I thought to myself. I was not strong enough to disagree with you and I nodded my head with a forced smile. You responded with a smile too-with gre! at effor t.
*Oct 5*
It was a ordinary day but to me, it was an important day. I felt an impulse to express my love. I walked over to the side of your bed, holding your hand. I told you the story of how an ordinary guy fell in love with a girl who likes poetry and Chinese classics. As I told my story, my eyes started to flood with water, and uncontrollably my voice started to choke, and finally I broke into tear But you held my head against your body and with watery eyes, said: "I understand such a love, so did the girl." I returned my eyes to her and at that moment, her tears dropped, and for the first time, I saw some redness on her lips.
*Oct 26*
It was the last day of examination and I rushed to NUH to continue my story. When I reached there, I only saw the nurse arranging the bed you once slept on. When I asked about you, the nurse told me expressionlessly that you had passed away. It was a bolt from the blue for me. I stood motionless for a long time. I hated myself for spending the last few days preparing for the last examination paper. I hated myself for not staying longer the last time I visited you. I hated myself so much...but you were gone...... I can't remember how I got home that day. When I woke up, I was already in my room. The pillow I slept on was wet. The next day, I went for the funeral. I heard from your father that on the day you passed away, you were still reading the Poetry collection I gave you as a gift for your birthday. Standing in front of Your portrait, I had no tears, they were used up on the day of your death. All I knew was sadness, my heart was like shattered into pieces and died.
*Jan 2*
A new girl has taken over your seat. She does not like poetry, but she likes to hum pop songs. When I asked her if she knows Jia Bao Yu, she replied: "What talking you." Yes, you were gone. But to me, the seat is still unoccupied, and maybe no one will ever occupy it......

I will not jealous of her. i have moi own life. i'll get away from her.i hate them.

poof! so tired. >.< color="#000000">ALL the COMPLIMENT RE SO damnreal!
HAHA
next year go back DZPS then call benson and taizi okay?
haha.
just now very fun! wakeke..
ohya. ytd de BBQ!
had a VERY great DAY
haha. obli thing is the chicken.
NOT COOKED
sob. can see the muscle de. YUCK
then go arttic play cardgame.
i play the game without know wads the instuction.
wakeke. then go bback carpark
ohya. cos ytd rain. so the BBQ venue change from arttic to carpark
haha. such a SPECIAl BBQ. venue at carpark
haha. then onli left one group of ppl there.
playing ZHONG JI MI MA.
so i joined in. haha.
ytd was so fun. haix homework still not done. sad-ed
but at least i done geo chapter 7 and 8
wakeke

aftertat went alif.
with victor/vinson (vinson i think of de hor! credits to mi!)
and benson.
jason cant come cos of his parents.
took alot of zilian pics when they eating haha. so fun!
i love FANTASTIC FOUR!

i still miss those days. i must tink of now. get rid of the past.

today got GB.
then no time cut nail.
cut half way then fall in liao T.T
then i stand at parade squade cut nails
tio scold T.T poor mi
hiax blur mi. still cannt remenber the steps.
do wrong again
than learnt two new song today
haha. then today de devotion
each of us
we write our name on a piece of paper
then pass de paper in one circle.
lyk if you get A de paper then
must write wad u appreciate of A

i type out wad moi paper says! WAKEKE

Anglayjun 2E1

i appreciate you becos you are such a bubbly, lively & cheerful girl :)

i appreciate you because you were such a nice & caring assistant squade leader! :)

i appreciate you because you always make people laugh and do funny things.

i appreciate you because she always care about junior and have fun with us.

i appreciate you because you care about your friends.

Layjun! i appreciate you because you are such a loudspeaker bring laughter and Joy to GB! woots!

i appreciate you because you are fun to be with and often makes people laugh.

she is cheerful, hyperactive, cheers others up.

she is hyperactive and cheerful.

she is cute

she laughs alot, makes people laugh. etc

lol. Mi at ppl mind lyk tat de arh? Loudspeaker somemore!
Hurts mi sia.
I SOB T.T
but aiya~~~
**blush**
alot of compliment also. WAKEKE

then later got water games.
fun!
haha. i'm ALL wet.
later still go the FMC
(faith "somthing" church)
cos got BBQ!
wakeke. so damn comfirm going.
haha for the ONE CAMP ppl.
and its free. wakeke. i love it! haha
not going to eat le

YUCK can. stupid victor got the stupid cockroach de thing
msn de.
SUCKS luhx
So ER XIN.
haix. so sleepy...
homeworkss...

LOVE story for today! ^^
One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office. Apparently, they are there to file a divorce.
Lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story....This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage nothing ever seems to go right.
They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce....
Lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 yrs of marriage at the age of 70, he couldnt understand why the old couple would still want a divorce..
While they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband.."I really love u, but i really cant carry on anymore, I'm sorry..""Its o.k, i understand.." said the husband. Lookin at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them,wife thought, why not, since they are still gonna be friends..
At the dining table, there was a silence of awkardness.The first dish was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady.."take this, its your favourite.."
Looking at this, the lawyer thought maybe theres still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer.."This is always the problem, you always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how I feel, dont you know that i hate drumsticks?"
Little did she know that, over the years, the husband have been trying all ways to please her, little did she know that drumsticks was the husband's favourite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at all, little did he know that she hates drummsticks even though all he wants is the best for her.
That night, both of them couldnt sleep, toss and turn, toss and turn...after hours, the old man couldnt take it anymore, he knows that he still loves her, and he cant carry on life without her, he wants her back, he wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her "i love you"...
He picks up the phone, starting dialing her number....ringing never stops..he never stop dialing....
On the other side, she was sad, she couldn’t understand how come after all these years, he still doesnt understand her at all, she loves him a lot, but she just cant take it anymore....phone's ringing, she refuses to answer knowing that its him..."whats the point of talking now that its over...i have ask for it and now i wanna keep it this way, if not i will lose face.."she thought...still ringing...she have decided to pull out the cord...
Little did she remember, he have heart problems...
The next day, she received news that he had passed away...she rushed down to his apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone...he had a heart attack when he was still trying to get through her phone line....
As sad as she could be...she will have to clear his belongings...when she was looking thru the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated from the day they got married, with the beneficiary being her... And together in those file, there was this note...
"To my dearest wife, by the time you're reading this, I'm sure I'm no longer around, I bought this policy for you, though the amount is only $100k, I hope it will be able to help me continue my promise that i have made when we got married, I might not be around anymore, I want this amount of money to continue taking care of you, just like the way I will if I could have live longer. I want you to know Iwill always be around, by your side... I love you"
Tears flowed like river......

buai ta han tou tou blog le.
lol. first of all. HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!
ohya. and i love gan wei liang! >.<
lol. dunno why feelt lyk typing this -.-
kay. i'm soo damm bored.
today went dazhong. i miss the aunties.
and i comfirm. i've grown taller!
WAKEKE. cos i cant even see moi head in the toilet de mirror >.<
WAKeke. ohya and i did a test ^^ haha.

and heres a love story
Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl.
This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl.
Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company,
his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together.
Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back.
She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them,
so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed.
When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night,
slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.
Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company...

"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself.
"I must make it in life!"One rainy day, while this guy was driving,
he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to
some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched.
It didn't take him long to realise those were his ex-girlfriend's parents.
With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple,
wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan.
He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore,
he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!
Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,
and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend,
a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone...
and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb.
Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened.
They explained, she did not leave for France at all.
She was stricken ill with cancer.
In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday,
but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ...
therefore she had chosen to leave him.
She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her,
because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again
he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...
the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside
them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.The End."

WAKEKE. now at xuan wen hse okay??
just now cooking.
chawanmushi,ramen and jelly!!!
DELICIOUS!
WAKEKE.
i LOVE the chawanmushi.
So sosososo delicious
HAHA.
morning went to church with
celest
chenwei
aileen
wensien
yingshuang
liyar
haha. after tat go clarke quay
then eat pizza.
keke
today so fun.
sad nid to paint art and study history, home econ, science!!!
haiz. DEAD
wakeke. kay la tats all.
lastly.
the food xuan wen and i cooked was DELICIOUS! haha
REALLY DELICIOUS