Went rp for jj talent time! The performance was FREAKING AWESOME! :D

I'm sooooooo gonna be a fan of cj crew! xD

I'm sick of the things that you do behind my back.
I'm sick of the promises that you break.
I'm sick of finding out things.
I'm sick of losing my trusts for you.
I'm sick of trying to love you more, so that you can love me more.
I'm sick of forgiving you just cause you love me.

You know, I'm so sick of these, I dont know when will I can't take all this anymore.

I'm tired.

How can you people say I'm not working hard enough when I'm already trying my best?!

It's my face. Do you think I don't want it to be better?! Hey, the things are in MY FREAKING FACE. Not yours. If you think it is in serious trouble, how do you think I feel? I'll tell you dumb ass. I feel like SHIT. I feel really UGLY. I look into the mirror very day and night, and ask myself, when will I be pretty, be beautiful?

Some of you says it's from stress. I didn't understand at first. I believe I'm coping quite well with my studies and I not ultra stressed up by it. Now I freaking understand where the stress comes from. Oh well, from my own freaking face and you people who said I'm not taking care of my face well. OH FUCK OFF. you don't know how much effort I've put into it.

I spent so much money. MY MONEY. not my parents'.

I've put so much time, money and hope in this. Please don't take my only hope away from me. I beg you.

I don't mind you telling me that my condition is not improving or whatsoever, but please don't say I'm not working hard enough. Please.

Took the first bus of 176, surprisingly, I dun feel tired / sleepy waking up at 5.28! :)

Reached MRT at 6.50...
*Dear passenger, train service have resumed and trains may be crowded, we apologize for the inconvenient.*
I was like, phew, lucky... But it's been 15 mins, and the train to Jurong is still not here yet. Furthermore, they just keep replying they announcement, which makes you more irritated. -.-
Hey, I know you are sorry, I dun need you to apologize so much yeah. Just send me a train!!!!!

Train finally reached at 6.20...
Waited 30 min for a train. Sucks.

I predicted myself to reach there at 6.30! But hey, I'm still in the train at 6.25... Hmmp.

I'm the first to reach niks maple clinic! Haha. However, I'm the second in the queue cos I don't know where I shld queue and waited for a person to queue first. :)
Reach a little before 7am... Waited for 2hrs then the clinic open. Dr ong was late... So the first person went in around 9.22 and it was around 9.40 when it's my turn! My whole Maple clinic experience ended around 10am.
I was really nervous! Dont know where to look at and don't know what to do! But things went quite well. :) total costs 121 bucks... Quite affordable considering the things that I got from them. I hope my skin gets better!

Took like an hour for me to reach home although it shld have took me half an hour. There was train fault again -.- was damn dumb. Chased out for The first two train that I board at clementi. So it goes like this.
First train: passengers boarded. Train didn't move. Waited for few mins. Train lights off and announce, train not for boarding.
This happened for the second train too. -.- SMRT's train service really sucks like hell right now.

Currently at my house's 走廊 studying. Sounds pathetic? Actually it's quite cool. :D it's quite, cooling (aft rain) and doesn't have distractions! ( except itouch n phone)

:D

Going to slp now because I want to get a appointment at niks maple clinic tml! Heard that they only take 40 people per day?! The queue starts at 6am although the clinic is only open at 9am?! Oh hell. Its amazing scary. I gotta succeed on my first try. I dun want to wake up early in the morning and queue again!

My plan
5.00am wake up.
5.30am leave hse n buy Mac
6.15am reaches clinic.

Victoriously get my queue card and yeah~!

Night!

I bought a nalgene glow in the dark bottle on Sunday!
I was so in LOVE with it!

It split this morning. T.T
I filled it with water, thinking, I must drink more water with this bottle!
Then I dropped it in the lift, and splash! T.T
My poor lovely bottle lived for only 3 days and died on the 4th.

R.I.P my lovely bottle who I have not named yet.